Well, the other night when I was up from 4:15-6 AM, and not happy about it, I was thinking about how my therapist is going to refuse to see me if I don’t gain weight, and how pissed I am at her. I was also thinking how stupid the English language is, and thought “why is foot and an ‘uh’ sound and why does shoot have an ‘ooo’ sound when they’re spelled the same.” Then I thought, “What a stupid thought to have while I’m trying to sleep.” Then I went back to being pissed.
Well, the other night when I was up from 4:15-6 AM, and not happy about it, I was thinking about how my therapist is going to refuse to see me if I don’t gain weight, and how pissed I am at her. I was also thinking how stupid the English language is, and thought “why is foot and an ‘uh’ sound and why does shoot have an ‘ooo’ sound when they’re spelled the same.” Then I thought, “What a stupid thought to have while I’m trying to sleep.” Then I went back to being pissed. PTC recently posted..You weighed more in college
By the way, I like the cat picture. My cats also keep me up at night. One sleeps on my head, which is very cute, the other claws at me because he wants me to pet him, which doesn’t feel very nice, then he plops down on my face and I can’t breathe. I love them though.
Right now! I currently feel rested. I slept well last night. What helps me wind down is a yummy bedtime snack and then reading a book. Jenn @BeYOUatBeMe recently posted..Time away.
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PTC
258 days ago
Well, the other night when I was up from 4:15-6 AM, and not happy about it, I was thinking about how my therapist is going to refuse to see me if I don’t gain weight, and how pissed I am at her. I was also thinking how stupid the English language is, and thought “why is foot and an ‘uh’ sound and why does shoot have an ‘ooo’ sound when they’re spelled the same.” Then I thought, “What a stupid thought to have while I’m trying to sleep.” Then I went back to being pissed.
PTC
258 days ago
Well, the other night when I was up from 4:15-6 AM, and not happy about it, I was thinking about how my therapist is going to refuse to see me if I don’t gain weight, and how pissed I am at her. I was also thinking how stupid the English language is, and thought “why is foot and an ‘uh’ sound and why does shoot have an ‘ooo’ sound when they’re spelled the same.” Then I thought, “What a stupid thought to have while I’m trying to sleep.” Then I went back to being pissed.
PTC recently posted..You weighed more in college
PTC
258 days ago
By the way, I like the cat picture. My cats also keep me up at night. One sleeps on my head, which is very cute, the other claws at me because he wants me to pet him, which doesn’t feel very nice, then he plops down on my face and I can’t breathe. I love them though.
Sorry for the double post.
PTC recently posted..You weighed more in college
Jenn @BeYOUatBeMe
255 days ago
Right now! I currently feel rested. I slept well last night. What helps me wind down is a yummy bedtime snack and then reading a book.
Jenn @BeYOUatBeMe recently posted..Time away.
Justin
250 days ago
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